your just like the last one, always ditching me for the boys, always changing plans.. you say you care, but seriously if you did really care that much you would make a fucking effort to come and see me. im sick and tired of waiting up for hours on end at night just so you can have somewhere to sleep and then piss of the next day. ive put up with it for a while now, and im sick of dissapointment and being let down.. if you really love me, then prove it to me!

i dont think ive ever been this happy in so long! after all the shit i went through last year with my uncle committing suicide, my pop falling into a coma and loosing both his legs and almost loosing him, my mum nearly getting breastcancer, my family breaking up and never talking again, and going through hell with my ex boyfriend who treated me like absolute shit and then having his ex girlfriend threatening to bash me all the time.. but the start of this year 2012 has been the best so far, ive been going out nearly every weekend with my girls and spending pretty much everyday with my bestfriend <3 and getting so much closer with the boys and being with them all the time, my mum quiting smoking and eating healthier and trying to improve her life which makes me so proud! and to top it all off im going out with the most amazing boy who makes me smile every single day and helps me forget about everything i went through last year, and this is my last year of school so i plan to make the most of everything i do and not take anything for granted!